Work has been fulfilling but yet at the same time upon reaching home, a sense of fatigue just overwhelms me and i just don't want to do anything except stay home use the comp and go to bed early. Going out after work is even more physicially exhausting. Maybe it's because i'm working at a warehouse so it's more physicially demanding..i don't know..but sigh..wished people won't force me to go out.

Finally graduated from Ngee Ann but yet there wasn't much to be happy about. Always getting mind provoking questions about my future from my parents. It's making my life miserable, because i don't know what i want and yet they keep forcing me to make a decision. I have like 2 more years but they don't seem to understand that..but it's expected i mean what can a diploma grad do? And besides my parents are biased against SIM so that's another problem..bahh..never mind..work will limit interaction with them..after all my phone has no reception at the warehouse..and that's kinda good..9 hours of being cut off from the outside world everyday is not too shabby.

To my friends..sorry if i don't have time for you guys..its really tiring at work and i don't want to tire myself out even further by not resting early when i'm home. Even though it's a part time job i don't want to fall asleep or be underpar in my work performance.

And to those that i've neglected when i had the free time..even more sorry. I know i'm a selfish bastard.

Looking back in your 20 years of life i can only say nothing has been achieved. Want to count the ways sure. First of all, looks, fail. Studies, fail. Character-wise, fail. Games-wise, fail. Riches, fail. Talents, fail. All these just goes to show that your life is a failure. Didnt take me long to realise that when my SATS got a fuked up score..i have no idea what happened. Whatever it is i'm going to retake it until i get a good score for SMU. Even then, it doesn't mean i can get into SMU. Bah...