Money..they are the most valuable pieces of paper that ensure your survival in the world. Gone are the days where money wasn't as important. It's now either you have it or die without it. The optimistic look i once had is long gone. Money is bloody important. You pay every single thing with it and if you don't earn enough, we can only hope that we don't fall sick. With today's medical expenses, heck it might wipe out a year's salary if it's bad. Yet, i don't know how to go about earning the big bucks. ..probably with my current ambition, i might just be able to eke out a living and hope that i never ever have to visit the hospital for something serious. 40 more years before i can retire and relax. I don't know how my life is going to look like but in any case prolly a 3 room flat with no car is the most likely scenario.

Friends do i have any? Considering the fact i don't get any smses 7 days a week, it just goes to show i don't. Msn? I hardly talk to anyone. Well frankly i dun really care anymore. Losing my buddy from sec school...drifting from poly skl mates. It's all okay..with my low cash reserves i don't mind not entertaining anyone as i have to spend money every single time...well it also gives me extra incentive to work OT. After all it does take my mind on alot of things..kinda gloomy thinking about my future prospects.

Never felt so tired working before..but working in a warehouse is tiring. Never wanting to go out and the free time you have, you just want to be by yourself and enjoy your free time. Well, it ain't so bad, i'm seriously saving alot of money. Changing routes by taking bus. A little longer but worth the money 2.80 prolly for a day's trip coupled with 3-4 dollars for lunch. Around 7-8 per day. So i am saving a little bit but frankly its not enough. The low pay sucks. Well they just reduced headcount to 6 people and not just that next week will be busy. So OT here we go and straight home to the soft comfy bed.

It's amazing when one earns a pitiful pay he becomes a miser. And that has also made me become less eager to go out. The cost of going out could be one day's wages gone just like that. Besides, if i should go australia to study one day i should have some money to support part of the costs of going aussie. Relying totally on my parents is kinda fuked up and i shouldn't be that kind of person.