Haha so it's been a fattening weekend since i did not even exercise. I'm having some sort of rashes so i cancelled swimming too. It's not getting any better think i'll see a doctor next week after moonlight marshall. To top it off i had kuishinbo on Saturday for dinner! Haha fattening right? And i spent quite a fair bit too since i bought 2 cds after the meal. One cd consists of this new Singapore songer called bevlyn khoo. Didn't know who she was until i heard her cd being played at "That CD shop". She's quite versatile and her songs all have that kind of jazzy feeling which makes it even better haha! Will be supporting her :D

In the meantime, SZ wants to watch Own Time Own Target but he can't find anyone yet to do so..he shall ask around! Besides it's in july, there's still lots of time left! Hope by then i can find someone or a group of people to watch with :D It's basically a musical about army life. Haha my friend said it's good and he already bought the tickets! Who to ask? Hmm Hmm...

All right 1 and a half more days to moonlight marshall and 1 more hour to leave house..we have to book in earlier today for some adminstrative matters! ARGH!! I better go off! Ciao next thursday. I'm going to be a zombie!

SZ has to move concertina wires and sandbags in 2 days time!

Ahh..i'm seriously exhausted..my weekends are draining more energy than expected. I need a serious break but preparation for field camp is coming next week..it's going to get tougher and tougher. Just 3 more weeks..endure...on the plus side, there's no more parties i have to go too yet this month so i'll be able to rest hopefully. I've travelled from north east to the west to the east and to north east again for the past 2 weeks. It's really mentally torturing heh.

Yesterday was a sinful day :P Afternoon chicken rice at queensway, brownie special at B&J Cathay(the sisters working there are cute :D), then dinner at friend's party plus another friend's party food and ice cream cake haha! Fattening i know! But heck!! I shall enjoy :P After that went with my BMT buddy to watch soccer for the first half! 1-1! Going home and continuing the second half was painful...i had no idea what was fabianski thinking when he did that..and our backline has been very shaky..silvestre is just..unbelievable.

And today 's time was spent on groceries and the finally finding out what was the real problem with my computer. The game was incompatiable to the vga firmware of my graphics card so basically updated it and presto! The game works fine now haha.

Booking in again...haha looking forward to the book out again..i need more rest! And good luck to YX for his Thailand "holiday" and mark for his 1 year long stay in Brunei...20k richer when you're back :)

In the meantime, i want to go swimming on Sunday! PLEASE!!

SZ is exhausted.

Stillness of the night,
your mind is left to wander,
invoking feelings of emptiness, loneliness.

Yet, it allows you time to reflect.
Be it the past or present,
you're given time to learn.

You just gotta hate or love the night :)

Saturday was spent buzzing around! First going KBOX with the YX and gang and having dinner with them which i only had cheese cake since i had 2 birthday parties simultaneously after that. Grr stupid cheesecake didn't have the ones i wanted and i had to keep ordering new ones in the end settled for expresso cheesecake. Anyway after the two parties, i went to yx's house to watch soccer and play monopoly.

Today i was spending time as a slave for the computer as once again there was some problem with the comp..and finally the other problem is the graphics card itself. Well it's still under warranty so it's free to be replaced :D! This weekend i should have a workable comp.

Wednesday is cohesion night and our group hasn't spent a good quality brainstorming session to get things done. I'm at a loss at this lack of teamwork...if this was my SISPEC bunch we would have tons of things planned for a performance. Ergh.

Next week is gonna be a busy week again..2 more birthday parties on saturday...i need a break from all these birthdays! Argh!!

Ahh..not having my mom around is giving me thoughts of wanting a girlfriend. The femine touch i'm lacking heh...but how to show the girls what is the real SZ like? No idea heh but nevermind. 2 more months and mom will be back. I shall endure this empty feeling!


SZ is getting tired of going to birthday parties and he wants to REST!

So the award of a silver has landed into my hands..time now to aim for gold...but my running is getting worse and i don't know what's wrong. With all the running we have been doing i should have improved my 2.4km timing but it dropped by 30 seconds instead. I wonder if the 1 month of heavy coughing is somehow affecting my lungs and other parts of my body as i get stitches 1-2 minutes right into the run or any other run..i don't know what's wrong with my body now. People i've been overtaking suddenly are running faster than me..i need to sort this bad cough soon. Need to do some running on my own i guess or have some food that nourishes the lungs.

Haha oh well but i celebrated anyway yesterday by going eating, drinking and more drinking :D First drank at some bar then went to a club to drink..it's a "special" club meaning well it's for people who like the same sex i would say :D! The decorations are nice just that it's jolly bloody well loud inside. I can hardly hear. Since it's "special" and i don't really dance..i just sat there drinking with my other army friends..and one said it's time to go to some other normal bar or club to chill out next time hahaha. Went for porridge after that with a seh feeling even though i was wide alert haha..oh well. It's fun going out to drink once in a while.

And i spent the rest of EASTER rotting at home haha...no one asked me out and i didn't really sleep much hence the staying in. Spent the day not by playing games because my comp is still at the repair shop and he doesn't open on public holidays. I think it was collectable 3-4 days ago..but my brother didn't have the time to pick it up for me..oh well. The good part was that i read more of the Time Traveller's Wife book. Pretty good read or rather refreshing for me. It's rather confusing at first since it deals with time travel. It still gets quite messy sometimes for me even though i'm around 1/3 into the book. Enjoying it though. It's been a while since i picked up a book but i'm glad i chose this one. Hehe.

Haha all right regarding the last thing i want to do for my friend, it's going to come into effect 3-4 weeks time...i'm going to learn the thing i want to do. Might not come out great but still it's an effort :)

All right tomorrow there'll be 2 dinners...rush rush rush!!

SZ is going to enjoy his long weekend

Haha what can i say about this week? Uneventful and serene i must say. If every single day i could wake up feeling like a million bucks just like i did on thursday, i would be happy for the rest of my life. :) It's strange at times how one can feel like the happiest man on earth and then on other days when he wakes up he just feels empty i would say. The mystery of the human brain..it's so complex even scientists haven't gotten around to even partially understanding it. Unlocking it's secrets would usher a new golden age of mankind i'm sure..afterall making ourselves more intelligent enhances our ability to research and that will greatly improve the current technology we're using :)

All right let's return back to earth and talk more about this upcoming week's activities. Well monday is basically discussion for our cohesion night. I thought of doing some whose line is it anyway games hope it works out and becomes funny in the end. Please? :P. Followed by tuesday which is our ATP..hmm hope i can get the 200 bucks for marksmen but i am quite bobo at times. Let's hope shall we...i can buy my mexico 66 shoes with that prize money though heh. And finally thursday is our IPPT...though it's quite low aiming to just aim for silver i am quite positive i can get it now. Kept jumping above 225 the other day. I just need to properly warm up my legs for the jump. Wee 100 bucks to treat Adrian..afterall i promised him haha. Whether his free or not is a different thing altogether since his always so busy with his girlfriend. Then after that BOOK OUT!!! YES! Thursday book out. Let's see if i got any activities planned..maybe can have dinner with my section mates. Besides that and saturday night i'm free to be booked :D SO PLEASE WHOEVER IS READING ASK ME OUT KIEZ?

Haha oops that sounded like i'm desperate for company but it's always good to catch up with old friends. I'm drifting apart with my secondary school friends i feel..or maybe i'm just thinking too much haha...the power of women to control a man's life..that's the bane of friendship. And some other friendships i feel i should be giving up. Blowing hot and cold at me is something that i wouldn't want. I'm a pisces! I want good communication at all times Hehe. All right i'm determined to not care so much now. I have one last thing to just do and it's to repay all gratitude that i've received :) The person will know when the time comes haha.

All right 1 and a half more hours to book in! Time to bathe and prepare for it

SZ seems to be able to put down unhappy thoughts and start living happily.