Arghh..stamina is getting from bad to worse...and i feel tired all the time...even though i get more or less 7 hours of sleep a day...still feel tired...something's seriously wrong with me...ergh. I have no idea what's sapping away my strength...i think i'll cut down on playing psp liao haha..its too eye strenous.

Peaceful weekend...basically only important thing was attending a long lost polymate's birthday party...heck went too early damn it....all the people i know were late...and i sat around for 2 and a half hours doing nothing haha. Well at least i tried initiating conversation with her cousin. Other than that. STONE! haha..

Woo next week is hossan leong's show...time to enjoy or at least i better enjoy...haha...

3 more weeks to Australia...and i haven't packed yet. I shall slowly take my time :D Just need to ensure there's no dust or anything...Oct 12 inspection..i shall be ready by then keke.

All right time to book in..1 more hour. Apart from my sunburn from tennis everything's good to go :D

Friday COME FASTER PLS!

SZ is pondering...

LOOONNNGGG Weekend! haha..but was totally not in the mood to go out. Felt like i was having fever but yet it just came and go. Whole body aching and i don't even know why. Exhausted..from what lord knows. Headache...maybe it's from sleeping too much. Ulcers in my mouth...totally hard to talk...chewing is also another problem haha...what a wasted weekend. Didn't RUN the whole god damnned week. Getting unfit..there goes all the little progress i had with getting into condition..and what not with all the oily and fatty food i've been dumping into my body...it's quite bad. Back to square 1. Errgh. 3 more months to 21km run...can i get fit in time? argghh!

PS like.. 2 groups of people? Left abruptly after a bdae party...and to my MP friends sorry man haha...i really wasn't feeling too good yesterday. Slept at like 9.45? haha. Didn't want to get a full blown sickness.

Now...to add more activities to the list that YX has...haha..but whether everyone will agree on them...its another thing altogether.

At least it's a short week. 4 more days :D I must Gym and run at least once in camp!

HURRY UP RECOVER U STUPID EXCUSE FOR A BODY!

I've been getting damn lazy..including my duties...damn...time to settle some of the stuff....clear up the con wire and indent more 1.5v batteries!

2 more weeks to Hossan Leong's Talk show...let's hope it'll be good..if not 43 bucks down the drain.

SZ needs to juice up his batteries like the ones in the searchlight.

Haha..okay ET's gig was pretty good...abelit a little too loud for comfort but still great playing by his band. ROCK ON! Haha...home club is a little empty i would say...but the outside ambience for drinking ain't half bad. Singapore river just opposite with the arts house. Colonial buildings sure just seem so classy..and familiar at the same time..

Comex is really nothing much unless you have things that you need to buy from there. If not then it's just a place where it's overcrowding with people and that's quite uncomfortable. Besides it's a sinister plot to get people to buy stuff that they never knew they need in order to "stimulate" the economy. What not with the deals and discounts in Singapore currently right now, it's quite scary.

Chomp chomp's food quality sure seems to be dropping..well..frankly i really only eat there becos of the egg tau huay..it's the only thing that still attracts me to that place :D PLEASE DON'T MOVE! Haha..unbelievable. Dropped the fan on my toe yesterday..apparently the stand was not connected with the fan itself...so it just dropped on my toe when i lifted it up...ouch. Sign of bad things? Sure it did..Arsenal lost 4-2..crap....slowly things don't seem to be looking well. Ah..

It's back to another week in camp...i hope nothing bad happens...i'm waiting for the long holiday due to hari raya :). More birthdays in the coming weeks. Good to meet up.

SZ wants to eat SANDwich in Shoalwater Bay

Whew...the stores are finally up in the container :) I can finally take a breather. It's been a busy week. The stress will come when i'm in Australia dealing with the stores, nsmen and most importantly the BSM. Haha..let's see how i cope with it. 1 month & 2 weeks before the departure :D. Now I need to tie down the adminstrative stuff in the guardroom. If not..i fear the worst haha.

Next week is gonna be pretty much relaxing since thursday and friday is IPSC training for the recruits. At least maybe now i can go gym or running earlier so that i can sleep early :D. Somehow i just don't seem to be getting enough sleep...always feeling exhausted. Ah let's see how it goes.

I wonder do people wake up crying when they don't feel like crying at all? That's what happened to me on friday...and i have no idea why haha. I was just suddenly jolted from my sleep and realised tears were streaming down my eyes...how queer because i sure didn't feel any sadness or worries when i woke up. Hope it's not a sign something bad is going to happen.

It just seems to be the same old routine for going out especially for the poly friends. We seem to be unable to find anything else to do besides eating haha...too many differing interests i guess? I've been suggesting rochor tau huay and you tiao but it seems like it's rejected :(. Haha oh well. First time at dempsey hill yesterday. I think the ambience there is nice. Peace and quiet. Perfect place for chilling especially over a mug of beer or some alcoholic drink haha. Next time when i'm working, i definitely want to go to jones grocer. Buy the savarian truffle cheese and bread and just eat them together. Add a glass of wine and Yummy :D. Future eating habits :) A bit expensive but worth it once a while. Haha B&J at Dempsey is a pretty good place. There's even a live band there when i went. First time there and it was quite a good experience haha. Only problem is the seating. We were seated at the back and blocked by the counters. Couldn't see the band...this reminds me of the time at Timbre. BAD SEATING ruins my mood for live bands grrr. It's a good place for dessert. I'll go back again in the coming weeks :) And seriously is my taste getting that bad? No one seems to agree with my taste in women. Gosh haha. AND TO CHRISTINE I'M SURE THERE'S SOME OTHER NAME BESIDES CALLING THE ATTENDANT A DOOR BITCH. :)

Today's birthday dinner celebration for YX haha. YingTai restaurant. Good place for thai food despite the prices. Makes me want to go back Thailand again for the food! YEAH!!! Haha maybe december i'll go with YX. Tag along and see his new house haha.

Friday is home club time haha...let's see how well ET's band plays. Hope it's not too crowded. Home club is indeed pretty small.

Argh time to sleep..tomorrow's guard duty and i'm the guard commander...seriously what's the point of me choosing guard 2 when my csm just changes it at his whim. I need a good break from all these shit. Damn it.

I want more weekends!

A full moon arrives.
A little boy seats at his rooftop,
Admiring it's beauty.
It's so far away.
He wishes he could fly,
for he could touch it.
Alas, it's naught to be.
So he shall watch it from afar.
Till he has breathed his last.

SZ wants to lie on bed the whole day.