Ha. Haven't gone out at all for the past month or so? I would say i have saved up quite a fair bit. Which is after all in line with my current goal of saving 570 (because 70 dollars is my saving insurance) of my pay each month. If i can continue this then i'll be looking at 8k in my bank before i ord. Doesn't seem like a lot but well, every penny counts :).

I don't seem to have changed much, not desperately hardworking despite the need for me to do so. Not desperately grown up despite the need. Well i guess i'll just start from small changes right? After all it's better to complete a small project than to just simply conceive one. Like what i see in my friend's msn nick, "once you learn to give up, it becomes a habit". Haha, it's pretty true since giving up allows for an easier way out and thus you're more inclined to give up as you continue on your journey of life.

SATS is in 2 months time. I can say, it doesn't look like there would be a result for it. It looks like even if i manage to do well that day, it'll be around 2100? Which ain't good at all for my entrance into universities. I should really spend more time on it. Argh, games are really ruining my life. Why can't i just cut free away from it? Patience. Patience. It'll have to be so.

Haha..well for now, thinking about what i want to study is kinda headache. Do i continue in accounting? Or switch over to business. Trying to find out what i like is not that easy. For i never worked hard on accounting and thus i did badly. But, if i do work hard, does it mean i'll do well for it? I just feel like i can't connect with it. Maybe i'm just too dumb? Haha. Ah well. I'll never know what the future brings. Next, is thinking where should i go, i mean i can't get into local uni and the only other choices are Australia, Sim. Another option is Switzerland. My brother just told me there's a Switzerland fair on the 28th Feb which i would say never crossed my mind. I've looked at the advertisement and most of them are degrees in applied sciences and well as you know it hospitality haha. 1 or 2 of them are for business students so...it's kinda limited. Maybe going overseas would be the best for me. Singapore is just too comfortable. I have everything i want. My family, friends, and auntie lynn our family helper. I don't have to worry about anything as everything is planned and done for me. Going overseas would well force me to gradually be independent as i would have to plan for my own life..but the cost of going overseas is pretty daunting. According to my calculations i would require max 150k sing to study there. That's a lot of money. Even if i do work part time during the holidays, the most i can recoup is like another 50k. So it's still 100k. Damn too much things to look at. I seriously need to spend more time to look at my options. If not, i'll seriously disappoint my mom's faith and trust in me. Please don't let it come to that state. Please?

In the meantime, to all my friends, sorry i don't spend much time with you guys anymore. I would like to minimize my spending and that means forsaking many a thing. Hope everyone understands :).

Sorry for the little updates so far guys. And yes i know how "depressing" it is to see my last blog entry haha. I'll find time this weekend to blog! In the meantime Happy new year to all my friends! To all those lovebirds who have no time for each other..especially joshua bin laden, hope you guys last. I'm awaiting the day for me to attend people's weddings :).