Drifting...

Nameless! Well..i think i shall name you nameless now. Won't it be cool? You'll be like the hero in the show ying xiong nameless....well yes you aren't real..but i hope that you'll be able to lend me your strength like nameless to get me through these difficult times.

Exams are coming up and so far i've haven't touched my books at all!! Haha..hmm typical me..but this is year 2 shouldnt i be working harder? I mean i virtually understand nil about any of my topics. Time to buck up..i just hope i'll be able to survive.

Well...I'm still embarking on the never ending journey of finding myself or it may be ending soon..if it was as simple as a game where you knew exactly what you would do or could do. If life was so straigtforward then again we won't be called humans right? The complex emotions that we have leads us through the twists and turns that gives us what you call experience. If this was a game i would level up with experience and gain new abilities so to speak. For all my blockheadness i've failed to appreciate whatever experience has taught me. Maybe this is why i'll never ever find myself. Haha..if i can find someone whom will be able to direct me in life..i'll be oh so truly grateful to that person. I've always been a true believer of fate....I believe that whatever choice you make in life and every step you take, its all fated. Even the ones you meet and the ones that you end up with. Even if you do not believe in fate and you try to overcome this so called "fate". It was already predestined that you would do such a thing. Can i change this vagrant life i'm living? Drifting from place to place and never being able to achieve anything? I'll slowly look into myself...and find the quality ( Yeah its difficult i know) that i possess to be able to achieve at least something in life.

All right nameless..kinda writer's block settling in and i havent started on iDARE preparations haha...i'm a lazy pig..yes yes i know! Better finish up now and send them =D Byee!