Memories

Haha..well josh and lappy's A level's are coming soon and i can see that they are working pretty hard on their A levels. Well i dunno about lappy but hopefully he is if not he's in deep trouble. 2 years back if i had made my choice to go to jc i'll be taking A levels with them. The times where we can ask help from one another and teach each other but with my current choice, i'm unable to do that with them. It makes me feel envious at times that what we could do in secondary school couldn't be done now. I've always thought to myself what would be different had i made a choice to go to a jc. I'll never know for sure but sometimes i just think i'm not cut out for studying. Of course in jc people will push you to study so somethings might change? I don't have that mental strength to persist in studying anyway. Worse off i'm in accounting. Double whammy. Sitting down on a chair and doing work for hours and hours isn't exactly what i'm comfortable with. Which leads me to thinking, why did i even choose accounting? Worse, it's my first choice haha. I thought it'll be interesting since it deals with numbers and stuff but frankly i don't understand anything that's being taught and with my chances of going uni a virtual zero makes me wonder even more what a big dope i am.

Anyway talking about josh, JC life hasn't been kind to josh. The stress he has in jc can be seen by his increase of white hairs. Must say its tough for him. Being president of harmonica club and organising other events along with his studies isnt exactly easy to juggle with. Of course he has had scout leadership experience and that helps alot. I've always regretted not joining scouts during sec 1. Man the fun they had and the learning experience would have definitely changed the person i am now. Instead of the ignorant bigot i am now to maybe someone who knows how to deal with stuff. Haha..well after josh's exam we're learning first aid. Makes me wonder why he wants to learn but still first aid is useful so i don't mind learning. After all my name is JOHN so add on an st and i'll be a first aider. Time to learn some things instead of wasting my life away. After all his going in to army as a diver in april so gives us lots of time to do stuff. Hmm maybe can train for army hopefully if time allows me and if he doesn't mind learning how to bake we could go learn. I've always wanted to learn baking..but i think its SISSY for him haha.

Well, his birthday's coming and i owed him this present since sec 1. Hmm its so hard to give guys gifts kinda funny la but well will scout around for presents for him. Of course i could continue being an ass and don't give him his present but it isn't right to do so anymore.

Well..good luck for josh and lappy's exam. I'm confident you guys can do it. Except for lappy..don't be an idiot and screw up your exam. Final sprint do your best.