iDARE Afterglow

Went to chalet for afterglow on friday. Must say it's my first time going for a chalet during school days haha..but i'm not exactly hardworking so oh well..anyway chalet was fun la. Talk nonsense, eat junk food and sleep late. Isnt that fun but it has a name though; the iDARE lifestyle =). Anyway after sleeping for like 2 hours we woke up at around 3 to send one of the BTs off as she's taking a flight overseas. Coincidently i saw my neighbour and her family at the airport haha. Cool, she managed to get in the 10 person only trip overseas. Oh well, her results must be good or something. Anyway..we got thirsty soon and i went to buy my almond soybean milk. Morgan bought the ultra disgusting ginger soybean milk. It's DISGUSTING man don't ever waste your 1.80 on that stupid drink. It's horrendous..ergh. There i helped you guys save 1.80 =D. Well after that went for breakfast and slept in the chalet till 11 am. Afterglow had come.

Well..finally a event NOT in sentosa. I've been nearly bored to tears with sentosa's events. Anyway the turnout wasn't as much as expected but that always happens so the BTs if you're reading this don't be disheartened its normal all right? Anyway there was some confusion at first but well everything turned out pretty well. I just didnt like my route. Have to walk to and fro from one end to the other end and to the other end again. Haha it was like merry go round but well i'm unlucky i guess. The games thought up were pretty interesting for once BUT i hated the WARRIORS & KNIGHTS game. My chest still hurts man..too violent for my liking. Oh well.

Well, when we went back to the chalet talked about stuff etc. I was kinda unhappy then and was stoning. No idea why i was so unhappy but i have to apologise to my iDARE team..really really sorry. After watching the comedy show on tv, it perked me up instantly haha..and i started talking and listening to the stuff they were saying haha. I think mel was kinda shocked i suddenly so happy heh.

Well my mom left on sunday and i didn't send her off. I don't know what i'm doing sometimes..she's not going to be back till mid december and yet i was sleeping. I've never done much for my mom and at this crucial point i wasn't there for her. Unfilial. One word to describe what i haven't done for my mom. Sigh..and i can't see her till 1 and a half months later...maybe it's because i'm a guy and i'm not used to expressing my emotions to my family members...but i know for once that i really really miss her and that i should have sent her off. Suddenly i'm just overwhelmed by guilt..and depressed. Haha oh well enough of the sad topic.

I'm still a little lethargic because of iDARE as i haven't slept much even at home. Must rest more. Arrgh..and i have like tons of tidbits from the leftover's from afterglow. WHO WANTS?