Hahaa. Lucky SZ i am. I'm damn lucky. After injuring my leg, i kanna flu and now my voice change. Wah thanks. My luck is beyond what ordinary mortals have. Missing buses when i'm on the other side of the road, not having a taxi and then crossing on the other side to get taxi then the previous side the taxi come. And yet i managed to survive haha. It's times like this i would think that many times at important periods of time my luck will come back. In PSLE, in O levels, and now i've used it all up in poly haha. When my luck comes back one day, i'm sure it'll be another important event like my marriage. I know it sounds kind of weird coming from a 19 year old. But in the past people married at the age of 18? 17? Haha. If i can't go uni then i'll prolly come out and work after army. Hopefully by 26-27 i can settle down and get married. Maybe many people want to plan out for their children's future but from the file that my friend sent me it works with my philosophy. "The more you plan in life, the less likely you will experence chance, therefore live life to the fullest".

I will try stop being passive and not having the things i want. It's time to move on. I shall start. But first i need a chance.