Haha seems like something has happened in a relationship but i don't dare to ask and of course you might say i'm a coward but i haven't talk to her in months. Though i don't like her anymore, seeing how such a thing happens i cannot help but be concerned for her. I wanted to send an sms to comfort her but i lost her number after my phone died and i havent asked her for her number since.
But its okay i was never good with comforting people anyway. So i decided not to repeat the msg i wanted to send to her in msn. Though i know if having a long lost aquantince to suddenly comfort you when you're sad, it'll be weird and i doubt it'll help anyway. Haha i'm glad i curbed myself. It's time i rationalized and stop dreaming.
Nowadays my dad and my mom's relationship with me has been better and i realise i only get touchy when they remind me of studying. They've stopped reminding me as much but i still feel i failed them somehow. I just hope the times i've tried to make my mom laugh will ease her feelings of being hurt by me all the time. My dad and i hardly talk but his happier this few days. Maybe his job is working well hopefully
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