Fun Time with RO

Haha had so much fun today during bdae celebrations for our RO at KTV today haha..the funny antics by our RO and few other colleagues got me laughing haha...will post up the pictures and videos as soon as i get them =D. It made me lift my mood of missing Singapore alot and i hope it'll last me another 10 more weeks. I know it still takes me much time to warm up but i am slow person you have to give me time.

Well the main reason i posted and can't wait to post is because of the fact that i'll forget the feeling soon enough so i decided to quickly post it in case i forgot.

While i was somewhat in the middle of the KTV Session, i suddenly thought of her. My first KTV session was with her. I know i'm tone deaf in KTV's because i can't hear myself at all and when i sang tong hua, she said well at least u aren't so tone deaf now haha...well..truth be told i thought the feelings got chucked out straight out of the window of my heart after i learnt recently of her well...other half. But of course, i never did try anything and i couldn't confirm my feelings then.
Well whatever the point is, i thought it was gone but unfortunately it was just hidden away deep in the recesses of my heart and the moment glimpse of truth uncovered itself during the KTV. I was sitting there and staring into the empty spaces of the room after the sudden thought of her and then it took me by surprise. A clear image of me embracing her just appeared in my mind. I guess it was just a moment of passion in my partial drunken state or it could still be that i still like her...but it doesn't matter anyway. I'm too held back by the failures that might occur that in the end, i end up failing. Whatever it is, it just shows that some things will always be in your heart hidden..but it takes time to find something to cover it up and ensure that when you die, the secrets of the treasure buried deep within you, can never be uncovered except by the little guy living inside of you called Memory when you are still able to breathe air.

Haha, it's pretty late now better go off to sleep!! Nitez all