Ah...it's been a hectic week for me...wednesday to saturday barely 6 hours each day. Night training till 9 plus and sleeping at 11 plus 12 plus at times. So you can say i'm pretty shagged out but since there's virtually nil amount of tekan, i feel that life here is still much much better than in tekong. Besides there's more freedom to do the stuff you want, like going to the canteen :D Use your initiative!

And tomorrow's my field camp well at least it ends on thursday..soo not that bad yah? In the meantime SZ is going to be uncontactable during those 4 days. Let's see how SISPEC's field camp is like compared to BMT's field camp.

Haha and i'm going to forget about the past and keep moving forward. I can't be there for everyone. There's a limit to how much care and concern i can give. So, SZ shall stop and do what he is supposed to do within the boundaries. Reflecting on your past mistakes is a double edged sword. For it helps to motivate you to prevent it from happening again or it makes you regret making the mistake and making you feel emotional every single time.

I should start living for myself instead but that doesn't mean i will become self conceited. It's more of doing the things i love and making myself happy. I have a right to choose what i can or cannot do, don't I? :)

退一步海阔天空。

SZ signing off.