Ahh..so seems like SZ has not much friends to notice that he wants to watch either of the 2 movies; Tales of Desperaux or Departures. Even when he shamelessly posted it on Facebook :P. Oh well looks like no one took up the offer. Must be his hideous face or something. Haha..i'll just give up the idea of watching the movie then.

Always wondered why i fall sick but i think it comes with 20 years of not exercising. As a kid, you should spend your time running around being in the outdoors. That gives you a good foundation for your health and constitution giving you lots of time to abuse it when you're older. However, i'm the directly opposite. The times i exercised or being involved in any sort of sports during my primary to poly days..hmm less than 15? Oh wow...what amazing nubers :). SO if people keep asking me why i keep falling sick i can only tell you this is why. A body that was hardly used resulted in poor health. But sitting whole day in a chair and facing the comp for 20 odd years is not my idea of healthy. Mind you health and fitness are 2 different things so don't mix them up together. If you want to know an example, like a few years back a young triathelete just dropped dead in the middle of the race. It's like so sudden? Okay i wouldn't know whether he was fit or not but being a triathelete participant, he should be more or less quite fit right. Or rather why not bruce lee, fit like a bull but he died because his body was allergic to the medication he was taking? Oh that's really WOW. So i hope everyone can understand that.
Heh..i'm afraid i'll be stuck with my addiction to the PC..probably it's going to ruin my life but what the hey...there's nothing good left for me to be addicted with.

Sometimes i wonder..i quite enjoy certain kinds of performances such as oprea or musicals but yet i'm so boorish at times..it makes me wonder...am i a kind of half-half? Ending up being stuck
in the neutral zone with no sides to choose from. That's kind of like a bisexual isn't it; not knowing what he/she wants. I think that's pretty sad...Anyway, hopefully i'm able to find a friend or a group of friends who have the same interests to watch with me during the weekends..i'm seriously not a party animal..i prefer weekends where i can have some peace and quiet nothing brings those like plays,opreas or musicals. I mean come on; you've been working for 5 days and you want to go to clubbing or partying to add more chaos in your life? I don't know about it but it just doesn't suit me.

Anyway, if anyone has time do check up on team Hoyt..amazing father and son..just find out about them..nearly cried in the auditorium last thursday when they showed us the video. The father's love that i never had. I'm going to change all this if i have kids. I might not be the rich dad but i hope i can be the loving father they will and always will remember..that's what my dream is. To be a good father to my kids. Funny isn't it? I've always thought of being a good father as a dream yet, here i am still single. It's quite ironic eh? Haha and also another dream is to be a good husband. You can say these are all from my family experience but i want to change all that. I may not know how to be romantic, how to make her gifts, may not understand everything she says, may not say lovely words to coax her, but the one thing i can do is always be there for her. Haha sounds romantic doesn't it, if only i could say such words in real life. Then things might change heh. If i didn't look like an idiot in real life then maybe words that i wanted to express would be so much easier. First impressions count no matter what people say :) Argh never mind about that, i shan't dwell on this.

To Dick Hoyt even given my dream, i don't think i can be as a good a father as you can. Pushing yourself to the limits almost every single day just to see your son smile...i can't even imagine how much you love your son...and to this i salute you.

Haha and oh i also caught Definitely Maybe on monday when i was sick. It's amazing how one can miss such a good movie. The best part was at the end when the protagonist said "The reason i kept the book was because it was the only thing i had left of you." That was truly breathtaking. I enjoyed that part immensely :)

SZ needs a cultivated Kaki who can withstand his rustic behaviour :P

First of all..Happy birthday mom!! :) But it's a pity we can't celebrate for you as you are in Malayasia doing what you enjoy. I just hope you're enjoying your trip there. You might be in lots of hardship but i'm sure you'll get over it. Haha i mean..even though dad never ever helped you and you had a job, even when Kor cried several times in the night waking you up, you managed to endure 2 years before finally giving up and needed to hire a maid for that. This won't be as difficult as it is isn't it? :)

Anyway like what the hell am i falling sick in MP when i get enough rest compared to SISPEC...like wtf seriously. I never once fell sick in SISPEC..maybe it's the bunk cleanliness? Or probably the ventilation at SISPEC is better. MP's bunk has horrible ventilation. Argh and rotting at home? Missed out friday's dinner with JC friends missed out Saturday's birthday dinner with Benjamin..ah fuck..of all weeks to fall sick what a bitch. Might as well fall sick next week since there's nothing on going during the weekends..bloody hell. MC till tomorrow..wow..i feel so useless now..and IPPT is on 9th april..like hell i can get silver now..

SZ is bloody irritated.

Argh...stupid week..slept very early on friday as i was dead tired...woke up at 7 used comp a while then left at 9 to buy groceries. After that rushed home, unload groceries and then left to find my dentist. After that went home, wait for yx to go out to buy our stuff which FAILED :(( Haha but nevermind at least we went to eat at pizza hut.

Went home after that then went to morgan's party till 8...and now i'm back home blogging. Not that i wouldn't stay but i have guard duty AGAIN tomorrow..5.30 i have to wake up again. Shit shitty more shit. And it's not helping with my flu and cough distracting me the whole time. I don't feel sick or anything its just god damnned annoying. But it sure is making me tired..i'll go sleep soon at 10.30 or 11 latest..i need my damnned rest.

Argh..its going to be a sucky long week ahead. I can only pray for next weekend..sigh.

SZ signing out.

Argh..finished my MOI presentation..its supposed to be presented in 3 minutes..i hope i don't take too long.. LOL..i doubt so though..i think the video will be the one that drags on...oh well. Sigh booking in less than 10 hours...damn sian..0745 report to guardhouse..argh.

Went to IT fair today...hahaa bought my IPOD TOUCH! WOOO!! Been waiting a long time for it..it's basically my 21st bdae present for myself! So happy birthday Xie Shangzhao! Haven't put in all the songs yet...i shall do it now!

Next Saturday is Morgan's bdae, i shall request transport from Rene or Cheryl :D Hopefully they are driving then i don't have to drive Lalala!

I need to be less tongue tied towards girls if not i'm going to be a bachelor for life haha. Somehow though, i feel i'm able to start small talk much better now with girls..hope that's true..too bad i don't know where to meet more :D

Oh well, your choice is either to wait for someone old or meet someone new! The choice is yours! Hmm sounds like some phrase from a game "The choice is yours" Haha.

All right, time to put all the songs into my ipod :D

SZ is damn sad he has to book in so early.

Ah..quite a busy week this weekend! Friday after booking out had one last dinner with my mom as she's leaving for 3 months to malayasia for meditation retreat and yup she's going as a short-term nun too :D but whatever makes her happy i have no complaints. She has sacrificed alot of her free time for us already having to take care of us while working..that's almost 20+ over years. It's time she has some enjoyment :D. Sent her off in the wee hours on saturday. I hope she has a full peace of mind so that she won't leave with any worries. I offered to take care of the house finances and grocery shopping so that she won't feel worried about who will take over her duties. 3 months..it's going to be a long yet short time. Hope she enjoys herself or at least moves on to a higher mind level.

Saturday morning and afternoon was spent rotting at home! WeeeeeeE! Haha but at night went to Chek's birthday where he performed 2 songs then after that some of us went to eat supper at Selegie. Tauhuay and Youtiao :D. However, i missed one of my JC friend's NTU concert. She was in the choir, oh well! Today went to play tennis eat lunch with YX & Gang. Reached home took a nap and now here i am posting my entry heh and waiting for book in! Argh...nevermind Friday will come soon enough..

SZ Busyyy :D Logging out

Haha thank you thank you everyone for coming to my 21st bdae celebration...it meant alot to me to be able to catch up with my old friends! And thank you for your presents! :D To all my old friends i'll try to catch up with u guys when i have the time all right? :D

Posted the happy memories online already on facebook! To those who want the photos grab them online.

The sad thing for my 21st bdae was that i scratched my mom's car and nearly destroyed the gate! haha...talk about grand theft auto argh!! I drive so recklessly!

All right i'm about to book in soon.

Saturday my mom's leaving 6.30 am need to send her haha..i shall send her..3 months...hopefully it'll fly by and she'll be back soon :)

SZ is Happy!