Monday, March 30, 2009

Ahh..so seems like SZ has not much friends to notice that he wants to watch either of the 2 movies; Tales of Desperaux or Departures. Even when he shamelessly posted it on Facebook :P. Oh well looks like no one took up the offer. Must be his hideous face or something. Haha..i'll just give up the idea of watching the movie then.

Always wondered why i fall sick but i think it comes with 20 years of not exercising. As a kid, you should spend your time running around being in the outdoors. That gives you a good foundation for your health and constitution giving you lots of time to abuse it when you're older. However, i'm the directly opposite. The times i exercised or being involved in any sort of sports during my primary to poly days..hmm less than 15? Oh wow...what amazing nubers :). SO if people keep asking me why i keep falling sick i can only tell you this is why. A body that was hardly used resulted in poor health. But sitting whole day in a chair and facing the comp for 20 odd years is not my idea of healthy. Mind you health and fitness are 2 different things so don't mix them up together. If you want to know an example, like a few years back a young triathelete just dropped dead in the middle of the race. It's like so sudden? Okay i wouldn't know whether he was fit or not but being a triathelete participant, he should be more or less quite fit right. Or rather why not bruce lee, fit like a bull but he died because his body was allergic to the medication he was taking? Oh that's really WOW. So i hope everyone can understand that.
Heh..i'm afraid i'll be stuck with my addiction to the PC..probably it's going to ruin my life but what the hey...there's nothing good left for me to be addicted with.

Sometimes i wonder..i quite enjoy certain kinds of performances such as oprea or musicals but yet i'm so boorish at times..it makes me wonder...am i a kind of half-half? Ending up being stuck
in the neutral zone with no sides to choose from. That's kind of like a bisexual isn't it; not knowing what he/she wants. I think that's pretty sad...Anyway, hopefully i'm able to find a friend or a group of friends who have the same interests to watch with me during the weekends..i'm seriously not a party animal..i prefer weekends where i can have some peace and quiet nothing brings those like plays,opreas or musicals. I mean come on; you've been working for 5 days and you want to go to clubbing or partying to add more chaos in your life? I don't know about it but it just doesn't suit me.

Anyway, if anyone has time do check up on team Hoyt..amazing father and son..just find out about them..nearly cried in the auditorium last thursday when they showed us the video. The father's love that i never had. I'm going to change all this if i have kids. I might not be the rich dad but i hope i can be the loving father they will and always will remember..that's what my dream is. To be a good father to my kids. Funny isn't it? I've always thought of being a good father as a dream yet, here i am still single. It's quite ironic eh? Haha and also another dream is to be a good husband. You can say these are all from my family experience but i want to change all that. I may not know how to be romantic, how to make her gifts, may not understand everything she says, may not say lovely words to coax her, but the one thing i can do is always be there for her. Haha sounds romantic doesn't it, if only i could say such words in real life. Then things might change heh. If i didn't look like an idiot in real life then maybe words that i wanted to express would be so much easier. First impressions count no matter what people say :) Argh never mind about that, i shan't dwell on this.

To Dick Hoyt even given my dream, i don't think i can be as a good a father as you can. Pushing yourself to the limits almost every single day just to see your son smile...i can't even imagine how much you love your son...and to this i salute you.

Haha and oh i also caught Definitely Maybe on monday when i was sick. It's amazing how one can miss such a good movie. The best part was at the end when the protagonist said "The reason i kept the book was because it was the only thing i had left of you." That was truly breathtaking. I enjoyed that part immensely :)

SZ needs a cultivated Kaki who can withstand his rustic behaviour :P

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