Wahaha...all right..not a bad sunday..tennised from 1.30 till 4 then went to JP around 5 plus..ate swensens :D Celebrity brownies and the ice cream was butterscotch woot! Okay it's fattening i know..well the most i can do is work out a little more...let's see if the exercise regime i have planned in camp will be fulfiled. Most likely i'll stay in camp on friday instead of booking out...hit the gym and early sleep before my guard duty the next day. Oh wellz..at least i got XO fish head beehoon to look forward to on Sunday...and Night at the Museum 2 movie on Monday.

13 more days before mom comes back! Yeah!! Okay i don't know whether she extended her stay there..but...let's wait for her...looking forward to seeing her after 3 months!!

In the meantime it's back to the old drawing board. Got loads to learn in the Guard Room it's a never ending learning cycle(as how it's supposed to be like in the real world too)...and i have to toughen up on the RP's if not i'll get eaten up and become the men instead. Or that's according to what my upperstudy said. I guess you can't be the nice guy always to your men...let's see how i juggle..

1/1/2 more hours to book in! NOOO!!!

P.S. YX The power of the additional thing i have has allowed me to truimph LOL!! Okay just kidding la Wahaha!

SZ is going to be gone for yet another monotonous week.

One thing...ARGHHH!!! My onitsuka tiger shoe has left me once more! Found the design but don't have my size...that's so darn annoying...i have half a mind to just buy straight online! Grr!! These kind of things seem to occur to me quite often. Fated to know but not fated to be together! Erggh! YOU'RE ON TOP OF MY WISHLIST ONITSUKA! YOU CAN RUN BUT U CAN'T HIDE!

Haha anyway..this saturday has been pretty good although i spent 18 bucks on cab for my dental. Overslept...son of a...in the end i was late nevertheless if i took bus..why..it would be even later! The rest of the day was spent with yx at funan while waiting for the gang to reach late. Haha ended up as above my shoe didn't have my size and christine's shoe was not available at that shop in peninsula shopping centre...soz..double errgh!

After that left for karen's party and i only reached home like 1 hour ago! She was asking her secondary school friends to do some pretty crazy stuff before i left Haha! Anyway asked her out for coffee next weekend to xu xu jiu probably Sunday evening or monday timing..which i don't know what time it is! Haha Oh wellz.

Oh Oh, saw a NP junior at karen's party too. Her name's Danielle. Her eyes are still darn pretty. Watery and big like puppies' eyes! But okay that's not the main point. Seems like she's taking UOL's Economics degree course and it's something i'm quite interested in. At least i can obtain notes from her and see whether i will be interested in it! I hope I do! In the meantime, i dropped her an email to remind her to email me the notes. I can only wait for her to email me some of her notes just to let me have a feel about what i'm going to do if i enroll in the course.

All right tomorrow is grocery shopping, tennis and book in time! The last one is the irritating one! Haha...it's gonna be a long weekend with the 24 hour duty on Saturday...6 days in camp.. gonna be a shag weekend for me the week after the next. Lucky i took off for 8th June i would be able to rest a while...and mom's gonna be back on 13th june...must be mentally prepared to see my hairless mom! wahaha!! I hope she's enjoying herself..that's the most important thing i want for her.

Next next week's plans are Sunday XO fish beehoon near Holland Village, and on monday Night at the Museum 2 with JC friends..timing to be confirmed..so that's all so far..

And to Joshua bin laden...if you are reading this stop Jillying for one day or maybe just a few hours would do so we can meet up for rockband or something haha. My memory of you is disappearing at this rate of non meeting up haha. (Kidding kidding your hp and house phone numbers still resonates in my mind deeply..:))

I've been listening to roy orbison's crying song it's pretty good! Meaningful lyrics too heh

I was all right for a while,
I could smile for a while
But I saw you last night you held my hand so tight
As you stopped to say hello
Oh, you wished me well, you couldn't tell
That I've been crying over you, crying over you
And you said, so long
Left me standing all alone
Alone and crying, crying, crying, crying
It's hard to understand but the touch of your hand
Can start me crying I thought that I was over you
But it's true, so true I love you even more than I did before
But darling, what can I do
For you don't love me and I'll always be
Crying over you, crying over you
Yes, now you're gone and from this moment on
I'll be crying, crying, crying, crying
Yeah, crying, crying over you

Haha for those nursing a heartbreak..damn..don't cry when you hear this song! For people like me just wanting to enjoy a good song..this song is pretty heart rendering or at least thought provoking :)

SZ can't wait to meet his mom :)

Erghh...lousy week i had? Friday didn't go out for dinner because i was too emo with the "army" stuffs and nothing happened on Saturday wasting my morning and afternoon...thanks...and on Sunday at 7am in the morning i got a beloved call. Thanks for screwing up my week. Just came back only like 1 hour ago..bloody hell. Ahh..looking forward to next week..at least alot of things planned..i hope..haha. The week after this is my guard duty June 6..so wtf another weekend burnt...ah..i just have to get used to this pathetic excuse for a camp. Worst place to be in as an MP or probably 2nd in ranking after G Camp. WAHHAA POOR BENG KHONG!

So this upcoming Saturday...Tennis, shopping for shoes and karen's party at the beach..hmm plenty to look forward to! PLEASE LET ME BOOK OUT!

Friendships are forged by effort.
Without effort, it fades away.
And fade away it has.
Only memories remain,
and they shall always remain.
Locked in heart and mind,
but feelings there are not.
For one has to learn to let go,
and keep moving forward.
If not one can never feel happiness.

Cheam? It's basically how we should follow in real life, but in real life it's never so easy. Took me a longggg time to let go but i've done it :). Let's see where the future brings me...though it's quite bleak after army life..since i am unable to obtain a uni placing..argh. SIM? Is it at least recognised by a employer? And what job am i going to apply after UNI? Worklife is beckoning in 5-6 years time..argh..its not that far off and it's killing all my braincells!

SZ is shagged with only 2 and a half hours of sleep.

Hahaha..omgossh it's been an expensive weekend this week...i spent close to 80 dollars in a day...and today i spent another 13 bucks cause i lost in mahjong (Damn you yx and your full colour..) Hahaha oh well it was an enjoyable weekend but i need to manage the expenses account more prudently keke. Anyway as to why i managed to spend close to 80 dollars...let's name out the expenses.

Dinner at Botak Jones: 14
Drinking at Alley Bar: 42(OMG)
Supper at Macs: 4 (i would have sooo preferred tau huay)
Cab: 10 bucks (maybe less than that but i haven't got my change)
Miscellaneous transport fees: 3
Total Amount: 73 (GAHH)

All right so basically that's how the expenses were calculated..argh disgusting i know..and not only that..i think i'm gonna spend more next week. Saturday most likely going to peninsula with the poly gang haha..I wanna get my Onitsuka Tiger shoes and the design is sold out at wheellock...i should have grabbed it when i saw it restocked at WheelLock NOoooOO. Oh well. I'll give peninsula a hit first. Let's see if level 2 has the design i want. Christine wants her Onitsuka Tiger shoe too..WOOHOO. Shop shop till ya drop.Not just that..i want to go Uni Qlo and get some jeans and shirts..which will amount to 200 dollars..hmm..should i just wait for GSS to buy? There might be discounts at Uni Qlo then..let's see how it goes haha.

All right back to camp soon..erghh...more guard room duties..i need more books!
(PS: He did not do what he promised himself to do. Oh well..maybe it's all for the better. I'll save it up for someone that is special to me :))

SZ is booked next next Saturday and probably this coming Saturday too :D
SZ is Guybrush Threepwood. "I am rubber, you are glue". Instant Classic :)

Ah..well rejected for NTU, NUS. Now i'm just waiting for SMU to reject me as well...hopeless i know..my results suck, yes..maybe the only way out is SATS? Even then it does not guarantee me a placing in the local unis. 1900/2400 bare minimum to be considered..not only that out of that 1900, 1400 has to come from both english and writing..and writing is basically almost impossible for me...how hard do i have to work to get both to 700 each? I have no idea..there's no new SATS test dates for now...i shall wait..maybe in the meantime i should start preparing for it. Sigh..education the most depressing thing in my life. I sure wished i hadn't take accounting. I took accounting and all my accounting modules are fucked up. It's only pulled up by non accounting related stuff...fuck..so i wish my family can just shutup about asking me to take back accounting. It's not even about working hard or not. It's about whether i even enjoy accounting. For me, i don't...so what are my other options? I have to find that on my own..i want to take econs but my brother keeps saying it's more difficult than accounting. Does he know where my interests lie?

Haha it was good while it lasted..now i can't book out le...maybe except for nights out...i'll probably try the chingteng at the nearby hawker centre...supposedly the RP said it's quite awesome let's see...anywayz with updates to my new duties..let's just say it's not Military Police..it's more like Multi-Purpose. I've done not one single MP-like assignment..more like sai kang warrior. Area cleaning...destroying condemned cupboards and bringing them to the recycling dumping ground..gahh...but nevermind monday i'll get started on my duties. I can learn from the MPs there. They will be back from their off. Let's see...

This week i didn't go out at all except to buy groceries haha...it was kinda a no choice thing. I felt like my throat was heating up again. Felt like i was gonna fall sick on thursday but i slept very early each day and ta da...i'm all right now. No medication no nothing just lots of rest haha. If people asked me out on saturday i would have been more than willing to go but no one did..besides cheese asking me to go Sim Lim but that was not on my list of to go places haha. Who knows what i will be up too next week...but i think i need to stay home to do some things..not playing games..but other endeavours that requires my presence at home haha..and OTOT musical is still pending!! Grr hurry up and come back YX. Your decision is required! Mr Specialist!

SZ is feeling better after resting at home and has confirmed his decision to repay his gratitude :)

Haha yes..it's been a long weekend this week..all thanks to labour day! I mean though i didn't sleep much for the past few days haha it doesn't matter i'm feeling great still. Friday was spent rotting almost the whole day till night where i went to watch X-MEN. It was a pretty good movie until the stupid ending..i was like hinting to my friend(sometimes movies are just so predictable) that the scene there was the ending and he was asking whether i was sure or not. Next thing you know the credits came out Wahhaa...going home, i had the sudden urge to go running and so i did ha...after that did pullups and situps..god damnned..when you are shagged out from running...pullups are basically almost impossible to do? I managed to do 8 before i let go. Hardly any energy left in me.

Saturday was basically spent doing nothing besides despositing money from my dad into my mom's account and grocery shopping. Nothing else much except i was lifting weights and doing situps again (i have to fit into my number 3 uniform ergh).

And TODAY was even more sloth-like...stuck to the computer for like the whole day hehe. Oh well i don't usually go out on sundays and YX is not around to jio me out. That basically sums up my week.

I don't want to talk about moonlight marshall..it's a bad memory plus the fact..some stupid thing happened after the moonlight marshall...idiot guy...ruined all of our sleeping time.

Haha and OTOT musical is still pending..let's see how it goes..either my poly friends agree to watch or my jc friends agree to watch..first come first serve? :)

Heh okayz 2 more days to POP..wished i could bring more people to the pass out parade..there's only a limit of 2 per person. and our PC has said if anyone brings more than 2, the remaining others will be sent back home...i'm not going to risk it haha!!

All right 2 more hours to book in argh...Guard Commander at Seletar here i come! Please?

I'm thinking of going Funan next week and the AMK gameshop which sells chinese game..damn it i need to find this old chinese game 三国志11威力加强版 it's basically adds on new stuff to the original game...damn it why didn't i grab it from simlim when it was still in stock..gosh..i'm quite stupid sometimes...now i want it and it's gone..haha i better grab the onitsuka tiger shoe i saw at star three sixty too :) Maybe next week Heh..

SZ is still contemplating the favour he wants to return. It's a little too extreme no?