Erghh...lousy week i had? Friday didn't go out for dinner because i was too emo with the "army" stuffs and nothing happened on Saturday wasting my morning and afternoon...thanks...and on Sunday at 7am in the morning i got a beloved call. Thanks for screwing up my week. Just came back only like 1 hour ago..bloody hell. Ahh..looking forward to next week..at least alot of things planned..i hope..haha. The week after this is my guard duty June 6..so wtf another weekend burnt...ah..i just have to get used to this pathetic excuse for a camp. Worst place to be in as an MP or probably 2nd in ranking after G Camp. WAHHAA POOR BENG KHONG!

So this upcoming Saturday...Tennis, shopping for shoes and karen's party at the beach..hmm plenty to look forward to! PLEASE LET ME BOOK OUT!

Friendships are forged by effort.
Without effort, it fades away.
And fade away it has.
Only memories remain,
and they shall always remain.
Locked in heart and mind,
but feelings there are not.
For one has to learn to let go,
and keep moving forward.
If not one can never feel happiness.

Cheam? It's basically how we should follow in real life, but in real life it's never so easy. Took me a longggg time to let go but i've done it :). Let's see where the future brings me...though it's quite bleak after army life..since i am unable to obtain a uni placing..argh. SIM? Is it at least recognised by a employer? And what job am i going to apply after UNI? Worklife is beckoning in 5-6 years time..argh..its not that far off and it's killing all my braincells!

SZ is shagged with only 2 and a half hours of sleep.