Heh..don't know what's wrong with me..been feeling excited the whole day...issit because mom's coming back? Or is it due to other reasons? I don't know..but anyway i can see her soon :) It's been a good longgg 3 months...i wonder if my mom changed alot...who knows? What will happen if she truly enjoys her pursuit for true enlightenment and keeps leaving us...heh..oh well...i shall leave it as it first and wait for her to come back! Boring weekend except the triceps muscle on my arm is still aching..god damnned fats! Can't take the exercise! My triceps really need HELL lot of work. Endurance training for it for now..i'll up the weights probably 2-3 weeks later.

Am i getting over-confident and bluffing myself? It seems to be that way...maybe it's really true that i'm hoping too much. Heh..well back to square one? I have no idea what to do next.

SZ is still considering his actions.