Haha..took half day off on friday to settle some stuff..hmm in the end the conclusion was already what i had in mind heh. I respect your decision and in any case at least i feel more relieved now!
Saturday was a good day haha. OTOT was good. 40 dollars well spent. Maybe if there any other Wild Rice! productions i might catch their other productions. It was a enjoyable night :) I wish i am able to have even nicer memories in the future...not everything is cast in stone right?

Today went to meet YX for lunch and to his house haha..that's about it..i think next week need more activities like tennis? YX if you read this go book court! I need more activities! Argh! National Day & AHM coming up that means more off for me! Wee! Maybe September go thailand? YX take note again! Don't let your recruits drag you down haha! Let's see my schedule in the coming 2 months...hope it doesn't get jam packed

In the meantime, last entry on all these stuff. It can get out of hand if i let this continue.

SZ will and shall wait. A promise is a promise :)

Woke up with a big headache..gosh..bad things just comes in waves eh. I'm gonna take half day off for tomorrow..i'm definitely not recovered. I guess i can only look forward to next weekend's activities if there are any haha. Maybe yingx will go arrange. In the meantime, dental appt is the only thing taking up my Saturday and OTOT! Haha it's so fast! It's been another month again time flies. Mom is most likely flying off again this time to Myanmar for 1 month at least due to the stringent rules on visas for foreigners now. She only managed to obtain a month's worth of visa..if she's unable to extend it then she'll be back next month!! She's most likely flying off next Saturday! I'm free enough to send her :). Thanks for taking care of me when i'm sick mom. I can always depend on her. It's times like this that i know there are people who still care about me :)

All right, yesterday's post was too emo! I'm gonna shape up again. It's a brand new week! What new events will unfold i have no idea...but i'm going to think positively! Be it bad or good, i won't let it get me down :D

SZ wants to quickly recover and resume his duties!

Haha..great what a wonderful present to a less hectic week. Fever. Outstanding. Just gets me all fuzzy. Slept away friday with a temperature of 38.6. Surprisingly after that i recovered..probably my temperature is around 37.5 now still it's amazing how much sleep works on me. Not requiring medicine but just plain ol barley and rest haha.

Missed kendrick's bdae party, feel bad considering he went for my 21st party..but..i don't want to spread germs to him and his friends so it's not a good thing to go.

Tomorrow's tennis day..i wonder if i'm all right enough to make it haha..let's see if yingx will get pissed off :D.

Monday's 12 HR guard duty..thinking of getting half day off in the morning to rest somemore then do guard duty let's see how it goes.

First time ice skating last week...i'm a clumsy klutz haha what can i say? I never was athletic to begin with heh but i will probably slowly learn how to ice skate with help! Help please?

Sometimes i wished i can look into people's minds and know what they are thinking haha. It always gets me thinking if i say the wrong things all the time. Maybe i'm just not tactful enough. Offending people unknowingly. Or maybe i just have poor communication skills ha...but it's also impossible to please everyone. I don't mind getting misunderstood. Especially as a Spec, i can't please everyone. People can say what they want but i'll carry on....

My brother just got a hamster haha a very cute little thing but there's only one i think he should get another one. It looks kinda lonely abit like me? All alone without a friend or companion. I'm trying to get him to crawl into my hand but apparently he doesn't wish too. Maybe he needs time to get used to my smell haha..or i'm doing things wrong? Maybe i don't have any attractiveness, be it physical appearance, charisma or inner beauty to let it feel comfortable enough to trust me. Whatever it is, it needs time..like many things in life. It takes time.

Life is never smooth sailing, when you're overjoyed with it, it'll come crashing down upon you. So maybe i shouldn't feel happy or sad when good or bad things happen to me. Just take it neutrally. That way i won't be disappointed or overly sad when events unfold...heh but it isn't easy...we're controlled by our emotions haha by being detached from them can we feel joy eh...ahh..watch me blabber on. I shall stop this downward spiral just because of one continuous event for the past week. It's not healthy.

SZ needs to stop being self delusional and continue on with his journey.

Haha...really didn't do much this weekend...basically rotted the whole saturday away except on Sunday meeting YX for Aston's. The food there is quite good man...but i chose the wrong meal haha! Should have chosen the honey bourbon ribs instead of the steak! Ergh..you made the correct choice yingz :D Let's see if next Saturday we celebrating yw's bdae shall we.

Next Sunday? Please don't forget :)

Besides that nothing much haha.

Booking in late today as the key is not with me and my upperstudies book in late.

SZ needs to start learning to take things as they are...and remember...it's never easy. It's a long and arduous journey. It's not like the movies :) Slowly & maybe Surely. I can't predict anything and i fear the unpredictable.

First time taking mini-biathlon. Mini-biathlon 1 me 0. Walked like crazy and every single step of "running" was basically jogging. After the 350 m swim nearly died haha nevermind. I know my stamina is damn bad or probably the mental strength to push on is not there..damn i should meet he ming for a swim soon! Probably next Saturday haha.

Next friday, prepared for a super late book out. COC parade + enhanced enlistment :) Pure bliss!

And woah woah did i just get insulted? Haha i shall fk it. Some people think i'm blur shit but oh boy...do i know things. Oh i do man. I just choose to keep quiet haha. Let's wait and see shall we.

SZ is waiting for a peaceful weekend! 3 more months to Wallaby!