Ahh few more hours to book in..and i just went for a short run...Mt Vernon can seriously kill me...haha never ending hill!! Errgh..i shall conquer it twice when i'm fitter hehe...it seriously trains my legs. Haha at least it gets my mind off things.

Mom is leaving on wednesday for 3 and a half months to Myanmar haha this time half a month longer...well..she's going to do the thing she likes best again...besides meditation requires alot of body energy..if you're too old it becomes difficult to concentrate..so let her be :)

Besides after my Wallaby i think she should be back haha..time would fly i guess. Wallaby isn't such a bad thing...i can take my mind of things...heh...maybe it'll allow me to think less strongly...and so my thoughts won't be occupied with you all the time...it's too much pressure on you too heh.

Maybe the answer is just staring at me right in the face...but i'm just ignoring the signs :) Oh well.

I guess i'll focus more time on my studies heh...as what my mom tells me prepare for my University..let's see what course i wanna take..back to accounting? Or trying something new like economics...1 more year to plan and read up on some of the courses books. At least i will know more or less what i like. I shall slowly take my time!

Next friday Timbre! YES! Haha..i hope the live band is there and let's hope abner doesn't fall sick again wahaha. Maybe saturday reserved for sispec mates..but let's see how it goes.

SZ is back to another mundane existence in the guardroom.