Hahaha excellent first start of the season. Arsenal's 6-1 thumping of Everton has never felt better. Fabregas has some additional tricks in his sleeves now...time to get the new Arsenal jersey and print his name on :D. I hope he never ever leaves Arsenal. He's the one who can bring us up. We cant lose him yet..4-5 more years at least?

A year of AHM wasted on car parking which didn't even require my presence. The change of plans to free parking definitely didn't require my help at all. I would have so much preferred to go run that 6km though it's a little bit short on distance. I'm going to Fk care army protocol for the next AHM...i don't see why do i have to clock 16km of training if i'm training on my own. Besides i'm doing guard duty every single day..how am i supposed to go for the army training for AHM? Hopefully i can run the 21km before my ORD. Let's consider next year's AHM as my ORD gift? Next year ain't guards that is organising the AHM so i'll be free bwahahha. 1 year to train..it shoud be more than enough right? hahaha...any interested parties wish to train this fat lump of lard? Joshua? Hahaha Ex Diver help me :)

Let's see the schedule for the week...gym on monday, run/swim on tuesday, swim on wednesday again if we're not going for nights out. Thursday book out and run :D Challenge the mountain again. This time i'm clocking timing. Friday hmm. Promise yourself not to get lazy Mr SZ

Friday one full day of off what to do what to do...decisions decisions. Well i shall find some things to do i'm sure :). Dinner probably meeting up with Josh..unless he's busy well...let's wait till then.

Back to the good old days of grocery shopping...with mom not around i have to buy groceries again haha. Also, back to accounts training....this time i must keep the reciepts hahaha..threw all those away last time...making my mom pek chek i would say.

In the meantime, every week gone is a week closer to getting out of the army haha. 1 month to my 1 year anniversary in army. Time should fly. After that month leaves only a month to Wallaby. 3 weeks in the savanah...shouldn't be that bad right? Besides mom isn't around so i don't think she should miss me haha.

Andrew Furmanczyk. Hopefully you can teach me how to play the piano. But i guess no matter how good a teacher you are and that your lessons are free on youtube haha, it still requires hard work to learn. Don't get lazy SZ promise yourself.

Haha Kiki is crawling into my hand more often..she's getting used to my smell i would say even though i only get to play with her over the weekends. I'm going to adopt one dog even if my mom kills me for it haha. This will only come into play when i ORD...if not it's quite selfish to adopt one now...can't even take care of it when i'm in camp all the time. Well that's a thought. 1 years time.

I've broken alot of promises in the past but i realised how people get disappointed when you break them especially to my mom and friends. Do you want to disappoint yourself? Haha do not onto others what you do not want to be done on yourself. This age old saying sure sounds true. I need to start living a more fulfilling life..if not my self worth is practically making me a bankrupt. Learning new things should make my life more enriching right? This life can only get harder as we grow up... i must move up the next level if i want to continue surviving. The world isn't as beautiful as i thought it was. It's cold, harsh and cruel. Everytime you gain from it, it'll crush you and take away more from you. That's why we have to be fighters...keep fighting till you have breathed your last that's when you can stop. Time to stop being the naive little boy...learn to protect yourself. Haha penny for the thoughts...one day looking back all these entries, i shall know how have i changed. These entries shall be the testament of the fact that i've lived.

Booking in to another week. Time to step up the responsibilities.

SZ is trying to occupy his mind from wandering.