Haha so...ever since my leave started i've been leaving the blog to turn moldy or rather when i came back from Australia i just seemed to stop...well what can i say. I just didn't feel like doing anything. Wanna enjoy the good times. Haha but the 3 weeks, it past just like that. Kinda sad that it's over but well at least it's slightly closer to my ORD date. Wonder if i can get used to the 0730 to 1800 hrs kind of lifestyle. Probably not in the first few days haha. So a year has passed. The good times and the bad times. The good times are worth remembering. Some bad things which befall on people or me i never got to understand haha but lets sweep it all under the carpet. Ignorance is bliss after all.

Haha well in the absence of the blog entries, i bypassed hell lot of duties, enjoyed a good holiday in thailand(kudos to yx's dad), had a little family dinner on christmas eve, countdown the new year with my iDARE friends. Had a good sherlock holmes movie yesterday. Good plot they solved every single mystery. Fun fun fun of course not without parent's nagging and of course my dad's hospitalization. Well it looks like he's gonna recover but i think he won't control his diet when he gets out of the hospital. Looks like his diabetes is going to haunt him again. Tired of telling him to watch his diet cause he'll just scold us. What rubbish always. Oh well this rules out Australia haha. Retaking SATS again in May. Hope i really study for it. It's my last chance to enter a local uni. Haha though it looks just like empty promises to myself. Need serious help with the writing portion though. I'm really horrible with my writing.

Made many mistakes in the past year. Some well darn stupid mistakes haha(well you know who understands). I'll learn from that lesson. Haha some worthy memories i've had...and how i realised how i'm so not a good person haha well...i can always change right? Heh.

Well for new year's resolution, When i look at my father, i realised how much his bad traits and habits seem to mirror in me. I so don't want to become the person like he is. I want to change. Just do it. Haha in the meantime i'm going to keep this happy outlook going. It's going to be a beautiful day tomorrow. Even if it's not, i shouldn't dwell on it much. We should not get overly happy or sad when something good or bad happens. It's all part and parcel of life.

SZ is back to his army life =(