Friday, November 12, 2010

Stress is piling

Hmm..it's been really a while since i stopped blogging. 2 whole months :) Hahaha well i guess no one will know i updated this blog anyway..except for...the guy whose mom makes bitter gourd soup that is not bitter at all LOL!!!

Anyway, it seems that i'm getting more tense these days. Feels like the pressure of the impending overseas studies. I'm on this alone and it's really total independence. I sure am not used to being that independent. I like to rely on people for help..but it doesn't seem to be the case when i first go there. I hope a little anxiety is common in all the students going overseas..hopefully i will meet someone who can help me settle down quickly...and get me focused on what i need to do.

3 years in Australia, and if i do well..i shall try for masters instead of Honors since it's just an additional half more year than Honors. Should there be a company that wishes to hire me, I'll probably work there. If not then I'll be coming back if there are no Australian companies that offer me a job. However, the thought of really leaving Singapore forever is pretty haunting. I'll be leaving everything behind if i do make that decision. Mostly, it's my family, especially my mom & the great friends that I've made over the course of my student life. Just 4 more months getting closer to 3 months. Time is winding down.

Here goes nothing.

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